"We are creatures of love. We do not become lovers; we are lovers by essence. We were created in love, by love, for love."
"We are creatures of love. We do not become lovers; we are lovers by essence. We were created in love, by love, for love."
Highlights
A collection of writings, books, courses, and projects exploring the deeper questions shaping the human experience and the world around us.
Highlights
A collection of writings, books, courses, and projects exploring the deeper questions shaping the human experience and the world around us.
Spirituality
Spirituality
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Spirituality
Spirituality
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Spirituality
Spirituality
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Decree
Decree
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Decree
Decree
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Decree
Decree
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Shame
Shame
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Shame
Shame
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Shame
Shame
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Light
Light
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Light
Light
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Light
Light
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Masculinity
Masculinity
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Masculinity
Masculinity
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Masculinity
Masculinity
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Sexuality
Sexuality
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Sexuality
Sexuality
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Sexuality
Sexuality
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Natural Woman
Natural Woman
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Natural Woman
Natural Woman
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Natural Woman
Natural Woman
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Heart
Heart
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Heart
Heart
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Heart
Heart
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Femininity
Femininity
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Femininity
Femininity
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Femininity
Femininity
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Self Knowledge
Self Knowledge
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Self Knowledge
Self Knowledge
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Self Knowledge
Self Knowledge
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Guilt
Guilt
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Guilt
Guilt
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Guilt
Guilt
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Certainty
Certainty
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Certainty
Certainty
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Certainty
Certainty
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Feminism
Feminism
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Feminism
Feminism
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Feminism
Feminism
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Upcoming Book
Reclaiming Spirituality & Sexuality
“If you are ready to return, the door is open.”
Books
Reclaiming Spirituality & Sexuality
A return to the heart — where spirituality is surrender, sexuality is sacred, and the Ruh remembers Allah ﷻ.
Modern life has exiled the heart.
Reclaiming Spirituality & Sexuality calls you back to fitrah, surrender, and wholeness — beyond modern fragmentation.
" This is not a book to be read passively. It demands confrontation with oneself, with modernity, with the false idea of god. It offers, in return, something rarer than answers—recognition. In its pages, one does not merely encounter ideas. One encounters the ancient ache of the human condition and the sacred vocabulary to name it."
Shaykh Umar Vadillo
Upcoming Book
Reclaiming Spirituality & Sexuality
“If you are ready to return, the door is open.”
A return to the heart — where spirituality is surrender, sexuality is sacred, and the Ruh remembers Allah ﷻ.
Modern life has exiled the heart.
Reclaiming Spirituality & Sexuality calls you back to fitrah, surrender, and wholeness — beyond modern fragmentation.
" This is not a book to be read passively. It demands confrontation with oneself, with modernity, with the false idea of god. It offers, in return, something rarer than answers—recognition. In its pages, one does not merely encounter ideas. One encounters the ancient ache of the human condition and the sacred vocabulary to name it."
Shaykh Umar Vadillo
Courses
Thought-provoking courses designed to deepen understanding, expand perspective, and reconnect us to a more meaningful way of being.
Course 1
The Praxis of Prosperity
Solutions for the Coming Economic Depression
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Overview
The course would focus how crucial and revolutionary the commons are to our economy. The usual approach is based primarily on diagnosing the afflictions but is clueless where solutions are concerned.
Format
Online
In person
Syllabus
The current state of the economy
The model of Trade & Commerce: Public Markets
The model of Production: Guilds and Cluster development
The model of Finance: Public Banks and Gold Currency
Silk Road, Trade and Implementation
Course 1
The Praxis of Prosperity
Solutions for the Coming Economic Depression
Explore More
Overview
The course would focus how crucial and revolutionary the commons are to our economy. The usual approach is based primarily on diagnosing the afflictions but is clueless where solutions are concerned.
Format
Online
In person
Syllabus
The current state of the economy
The model of Trade & Commerce: Public Markets
The model of Production: Guilds and Cluster development
The model of Finance: Public Banks and Gold Currency
Silk Road, Trade and Implementation
Course 1
The Praxis of Prosperity
Solutions for the Coming Economic Depression
Explore More
Overview
The course would focus how crucial and revolutionary the commons are to our economy. The usual approach is based primarily on diagnosing the afflictions but is clueless where solutions are concerned.
Format
Online | In person
Syllabus
The current state of the economy
The model of Trade & Commerce: Public Markets
The model of Production: Guilds and Cluster development
The model of Finance: Public Banks and Gold Currency
Silk Road, Trade and Implementation
Course 2
Sexuality & Spirituality
A return to the sacred balance of the masculine, the feminine, and the self.
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Overview
The course would focus how crucial and revolutionary the commons are to our economy. The usual approach is based primarily on diagnosing the afflictions but is clueless where solutions are concerned.
Format
Online
In person
Syllabus
The current state of the economy
The model of Trade & Commerce: Public Markets
The model of Production: Guilds and Cluster development
The model of Finance: Public Banks and Gold Currency
Silk Road, Trade and Implementation
Course 2
Sexuality & Spirituality
A return to the sacred balance of the masculine, the feminine, and the self.
Explore More
Overview
The course would focus how crucial and revolutionary the commons are to our economy. The usual approach is based primarily on diagnosing the afflictions but is clueless where solutions are concerned.
Format
Online
In person
Syllabus
The current state of the economy
The model of Trade & Commerce: Public Markets
The model of Production: Guilds and Cluster development
The model of Finance: Public Banks and Gold Currency
Silk Road, Trade and Implementation
Course 2
Spirituality & Sexuality
A return to the sacred balance of the masculine, the feminine, and the self.
Explore More
Overview
The course would focus how crucial and revolutionary the commons are to our economy. The usual approach is based primarily on diagnosing the afflictions but is clueless where solutions are concerned.
Format
Online | In person
Syllabus
The Narrative of Sexuality
Witches, Priests and Puritanism
Sexual Commodification
Resurrection of the Natural Woman
Intuition & Heart
Shame & Guilt
Vulnerability & Pain
Rage & Forgivness
Wildness & Wilderness
Masculinity & Femininity
Joyous Body & Autonomy
Spirituality & Sexuality
Course 3
Self Knowledge
“Tending the Garden of the Heart”: The Path of Self-Knowledge
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Overview
The course would focus how crucial and revolutionary the commons are to our economy. The usual approach is based primarily on diagnosing the afflictions but is clueless where solutions are concerned.
Format
Online
In person
Syllabus
The current state of the economy
The model of Trade & Commerce: Public Markets
The model of Production: Guilds and Cluster development
The model of Finance: Public Banks and Gold Currency
Silk Road, Trade and Implementation
Course 3
Self Knowledge
“Tending the Garden of the Heart”: The Path of Self-Knowledge
Explore More
Overview
The course would focus how crucial and revolutionary the commons are to our economy. The usual approach is based primarily on diagnosing the afflictions but is clueless where solutions are concerned.
Format
Online
In person
Syllabus
The current state of the economy
The model of Trade & Commerce: Public Markets
The model of Production: Guilds and Cluster development
The model of Finance: Public Banks and Gold Currency
Silk Road, Trade and Implementation
Course 3
Self Knowledge
“Tending the Garden of the Heart”: The Path of Self-Knowledge
Explore More
Overview
The course would focus how crucial and revolutionary the commons are to our economy. The usual approach is based primarily on diagnosing the afflictions but is clueless where solutions are concerned.
Format
Online | In person
Syllabus
The Heart (Qalb, Baseerah)
Love & Fear (Hubb & Taqwa)
Decorum & Sincerity (Adab & Ikhlas)
Fear and Forgiveness (Taqwa & Taubah)
Trust and Certainty (Tawakal & Yaqeen)
Gratitude (Shukkur)
Majesty and Beauty (Jalal & Jamal)
Time and Decree (Waqt & Qadr)
Latest articles
Exploring spirituality, sexuality, Praxis of Prosperity, Sufism and Islam, Historical narratives and the social, political, and personal realities of our time.
Spirituality & Sexuality
Feb 9, 2026
How I Define Spirituality and Sexuality: A Reclamation of Meaning
Rediscover spirituality as orientation to Allahﷻ and sexuality as sacred longing rooted in fitrah. Beyond modern fragmentation to Islamic wholeness.
Historical Analysis
May 23, 2024
After Witches and Priests: Power, Capital, and Moral Displacement
Explore how Protestantism displaced moral authority, inflating sexual morality while excusing capitalism. Islam's Sharia restores justice over desire. | Religion modernity power capital
Historical Analysis
May 18, 2024
Witches, Priests, and the Fear of the Body
Augustine's dualism to witch hunts: How Christianity severed body from sacred, birthing sexual anxiety. | Christian theology witches sexuality
Spirituality & Sexuality
May 1, 2024
What Was Taken from Us When Spirituality and Sexuality Were Separated
Quran 30:21 unveils desire as sakina—recover heart's coherence uniting spirit and body. | Spirituality sexuality Islam
Latest articles
Exploring spirituality, sexuality, Praxis of Prosperity, Sufism and Islam, Historical narratives and the social, political, and personal realities of our time.
Spirituality & Sexuality
Feb 9, 2026
How I Define Spirituality and Sexuality: A Reclamation of Meaning
Rediscover spirituality as orientation to Allahﷻ and sexuality as sacred longing rooted in fitrah. Beyond modern fragmentation to Islamic wholeness.
Historical Analysis
May 23, 2024
After Witches and Priests: Power, Capital, and Moral Displacement
Explore how Protestantism displaced moral authority, inflating sexual morality while excusing capitalism. Islam's Sharia restores justice over desire. | Religion modernity power capital
Historical Analysis
May 18, 2024
Witches, Priests, and the Fear of the Body
Augustine's dualism to witch hunts: How Christianity severed body from sacred, birthing sexual anxiety. | Christian theology witches sexuality
Spirituality & Sexuality
May 1, 2024
What Was Taken from Us When Spirituality and Sexuality Were Separated
Quran 30:21 unveils desire as sakina—recover heart's coherence uniting spirit and body. | Spirituality sexuality Islam
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Reach out for one-to-one consultations, collaborations, speaking engagements, or personal inquiries.
If you feel aligned with this work, I welcome you to connect.